Jesus I just want to love you more.

Left my fear by the side of the road,
hear You speak and won't let go,
fall to my knees as I left my hands to pray,
Got every reason to be here again,
Father's love, that draws me in,
& all my eyes want to see is a glimpse of You. 

Old songs are amazing. I can't believe I'm not always listening to this stuff. Completely not into Kpop atm. It's all the music I've been listening to lately but I'm totally sick of it. Today was good.  But I've been observing myself which sounds weird but I've totally been doing it. I feel so ugly(internally). I don't think I'm that nice. My friends deserve better.
Not just my high school peeps but my uni mates too. They're all cool, i just haven't accepted them lately because their different, different to what I know and different to what I expected.

Rule number 1: Love everyone, Even those really really annoying people I want to trample on.

But yeah lot's of stuff has been happening, I've been so weird lately in terms of mood.  I've also stopped having full fledged meals at 1:30am JUST before I sleep. As a result of two nights of no meals at 1:30am, I have lost weight. Yes I know. I'm back to what I used to be like 1.5 years ago. Amazing. Still not telling you what though. I'd love to lose a little more just to see what it would be like.  But whatever I'm not going to try, if it happens that's cool.

Day started averagely. So hard to wake up. Left my phone at home OMG>  Got to uni on time. Everyone rocked up late for scie1000 due to biol lecture haha. Finally saw Kelvin the mysterious facebook guy.  Crashed chem lecture, wiz clint and druh, Taiwanese guy's accent is awesome but he's so hard to keep up with... LOL mid lecture kelvin pushed his friends head into the desk cuz he was falling asleep. Funniest thing ever.

Went to see chem mid-semester but it was ridiculous. we could see our exams but not our answer sheets.... So we could only see our short response questions and that was it... Didn't really help me. I already knew I got the hydrogen bonding wrong.  The other two wrong answers were in the MC and I couldn't even find out which ones... ERGH! bad system. After that chloe left and we went to physiol cafe to eat lunch.  Met some random new girl that clint knew. After that we crashed a chem tute. Two malaysians running it. REPRESENT.

Went to clints biol prac after and finished the work sheet in 30 mins. Got to leave early!, Collected our scie1000 mid semester exams.  bussed home via 109, then changed at mater-hill to 160. Caught the 185 home and then when I got off the bus I saw my dad driving off. I was like omg..... cuz I didn't have my keys or my phone...

Being an idiot I couldn't figure out anything and just waited on the driveway for 2.5 hours
I know! 2.5 hours. It involved extensive eating of everything I still had in my bag. Watching movie until my battery died. Studying chemistry because that's what I was carrying.   It was so cold.

ANYWAYS got inside when he got home WAY LATER and then went to sleep feeling depressed.

GOIS! I UNCAP IN 1 min OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG FAST INTERNET COME AT ME BRO!
Kay back to work! xx
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